(intimate spaces)
what to make of transparent curtains;
of crumpled bedsheets and sunken pillows?
to question if rest was sufficient for someone whose train of prayers and thoughts continues to haunt her;
when the light of the sun awakes her, will she awaken then also to a much awaited answer?
![[and you made all the difference]
i think i came to a point when i asked God why he put certain people in my life, and why He had to keep some away. Even though I don’t always get the answers, or my stubborn self filters through everything He says and picks what I want to hear, i realized that that one person; whoever he/she is, or whatever role he/she played in my life made an impact; made a difference; and the way i see things will never be the same again because of that one person. so thank you.
outside my window on my rainy birthday.
june 30, 2011.](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lnpnduziTz1qgue2ao1_500.jpg)

![…nor will you get to refill it this way there either.
[random thought upon seeing new, never seen before drinks: you’ll never miss what you never had.]
burger king chicago.](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lljfbaCNlc1qgue2ao1_500.jpg)



![[…and we were frikkin high]
indiana highway.
may 2011.](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lljeytKkHQ1qgue2ao1_500.jpg)
![[you know the diner scenes of movies where guy meets girl, professes his love openly, claims that he’ll protect her, fight for her, do whatever it takes, and asks her to run away with him…this is the unedited, unrevealed diner scenes where they both look back to that night, when the romance has died, bitter nostalgia fills the air and they call the once ‘act of undying love’ a mistake.]
they look like they’re ready to bury their undying love for the nth time since that night.
applebees, michigan.
may 2011.](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lljet2T09j1qgue2ao1_500.jpg)
![[let the curtains fall down on the stage of my life; when they go back up I promise you’ll see me in a different light.]
sheikh zayed road.
dubai.
december 2010.](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_llcsxbdBds1qgue2ao1_500.jpg)